Sacrifice before you Love =)

Exam is just around the corne
and I guess that this is the really first day I didn't text with you =(
Cause you're going to prepare yourself for the exam
Well-well-well than ever before =)
I should feel happy to you
and supports you always
but I just can't get my study mood for the coming exam
as I can't put down something in my hearts
and also in my mind
God bless me

Today
went for a seminar
with Her and of course others la
then while having group photos that time
I just had a bad feelings
Seeing her standing beside a other guy
I really feel so bad =(
I feel that I'm just so stupid
Why don't I just ask her to stand with me ><
WHY ?! WHY ?!?!?! WHY ?!?!?!?!?!?!?
feel like knocking my head to the Great Wall of China =(

and going for a Penang Trip
which is held by our school's club
=)
with Her
haha xD
happy happy.
first outing to a 'FAR' place
hope that WE will enjoy the trip much
and cherish that moment we are playing together =)
and give Her a unforgettable memories.
I love you
I mean it. =)
I will sacrifice everything for you <3

Songs playing: One in a million - Ne Yo
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you =)
Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had =)
I Love YOU

The First Time =) =(

the very first time
you never do it to me.
before.

you break your promise for the very first time
and
didn't listen to my advice
and you think that it's a joke
but it is not.
I want you to do so
it's for your own good.

and the exam is coming soon
I have totally no mood
or just to say
not in a good mood
to study. =
God Bless Me please. ><

A guy jealous when he really is. =)

10.55 p.m

=( My First Time

Today
I was accompanying Her after school for her duty
We then did some homeworks
and
she saw a Cookies and Cake's book
and says that she wants to try them so badly
then I bear her words in mind
and after a moment,
we then go back to home =)

When first I reach home,
straight I ask my mum to buy me those ingredients
to bake my first Basic-Butter-CAKE for her . =)
I was so excited when first I prepared the steps
and follow it totally
cause I scared that I might disappoint Her

then
after finished all those preparations
Put-ed it in the Oven
sets for 45 minutes.
then I started to waiting for my first Cake to success =)

time passes
seconds ~

minutes ~

and suddenly
the aunty who just live beside my house
shout my mum
and says that some bad smell came from our house ><><><><><
I just take the first time as my punishment.
and have to becareful with it next time =

=DD

YAY !!

Happy
Fifth
Month
Anniversary
xDD

dont jealous =)
we deserved so
and we will go through every
Valentine's Day
and
Chinese New Year
and
Merry Christmas
hahahahaha =D

=|

We

Are

Not

Couple

In

Facebook.

I'm Happy yet I'm Sad . =/

hmmmm.
studied for 1 week time.
erm.
something happens
and really hurts me much.
but i still have to face it strong =)

yeaa.
I'm studying in 4Sc2 this year
and FIRST she is same class with me ><
again Daryl sitting beside me.
fooling around for the first and second day xD
talking jokes. playing.
but just like left out something >.<
really miss 3A2 last year.
the whole class playing around.
haha.

and soo.
tired everyday la.
as wake up every morning at 6 o.O
then have more homeworks.
Physics
Biology
Chemistry
BM
BC
BI
Maths
AddMaths
Sejarah
P.Moral
really feel like dying.

owh yaaaa.
i'd stated something happens right ?
yea.
and it's a sad news for me
without any notice
on the Assembly second week
the teacher ask us ( form 4 ) to leave at the assembly field
and then some students are procured to study in 4Sc1 from 4Sc2
and one of them is Her.

H
E
R. =(

i really felt so shocked when first i heard it.
and Joshua started to 'suan siao' me with saying :
' yay ! Yewei is ours d '
>< how sad how jealous when first i heard his words
but still I as a guy have to pretend like nothing =')
then walk into class
sit there kept talking to Daryl
and dont know why
just dont dare to look at Her at that moment. ><
sighhhhh
maybe just the news come in a sudden
and i cant get in such situation yet =X
and C r i e d .
but sure she dont see it la. =)
sooo.
dayss after.
will be better sooner and sooner xP
dont worry about me.
haha

then went for football just now
accidentally hurts my finger
when catching the ball
then cant be keeper d
go for shooting. mana tau ><
hurts my leg again
argh ! damn !
hope that you will see this post when i'm recover =P
blekkkkk.

so
as conclusion
kinda happy =)
cause i can still see her
every morning
every recess time
every dismiss time
and Thursday duty time xD
huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu.
i'm the luckiest guy in the world !! xDDDDDDD

currently listening to :
Fireworks - Katy Perry
Cause baby you're a firework ! =D
Hitz.fm drive thru with Natalie =)

New Year. New Life. New Dreams. New ME =)

yiiiiiiii hawwwwww xD
a new year has just arrived
year 2011
i have many wishes,
many dreams,
many works
done by this year =)

first of all,
this is the very first time
i had my countdown in FGA Taiping
invited by Leann
but she can't back in time. >.<
huhu
but yet it's still fun with the accompanion by Joshua Peh
many performances =)
and i feel that all guys and girls are friendly there.
SMILE with me although they dont know me xD
haha.
and she is the first to wish me New Year
blekkkkk <3

and so so
quite many things to done by this year
ermmmmmmmm
- APC
- Studies
- Football Team
- Athlete Team
- HandBall Team

what i wished for year 2011 are =)
- Adidas Futsal Shoe
- improve my studies
- and something 'bout love xDDD

hohohohohohohoho =P
xoxo

currently listening to -
Hitz.fm
Rick Dees and the Weekly Top 40 xDDD