I'm Happy yet I'm Sad . =/

hmmmm.
studied for 1 week time.
erm.
something happens
and really hurts me much.
but i still have to face it strong =)

yeaa.
I'm studying in 4Sc2 this year
and FIRST she is same class with me ><
again Daryl sitting beside me.
fooling around for the first and second day xD
talking jokes. playing.
but just like left out something >.<
really miss 3A2 last year.
the whole class playing around.
haha.

and soo.
tired everyday la.
as wake up every morning at 6 o.O
then have more homeworks.
Physics
Biology
Chemistry
BM
BC
BI
Maths
AddMaths
Sejarah
P.Moral
really feel like dying.

owh yaaaa.
i'd stated something happens right ?
yea.
and it's a sad news for me
without any notice
on the Assembly second week
the teacher ask us ( form 4 ) to leave at the assembly field
and then some students are procured to study in 4Sc1 from 4Sc2
and one of them is Her.

H
E
R. =(

i really felt so shocked when first i heard it.
and Joshua started to 'suan siao' me with saying :
' yay ! Yewei is ours d '
>< how sad how jealous when first i heard his words
but still I as a guy have to pretend like nothing =')
then walk into class
sit there kept talking to Daryl
and dont know why
just dont dare to look at Her at that moment. ><
sighhhhh
maybe just the news come in a sudden
and i cant get in such situation yet =X
and C r i e d .
but sure she dont see it la. =)
sooo.
dayss after.
will be better sooner and sooner xP
dont worry about me.
haha

then went for football just now
accidentally hurts my finger
when catching the ball
then cant be keeper d
go for shooting. mana tau ><
hurts my leg again
argh ! damn !
hope that you will see this post when i'm recover =P
blekkkkk.

so
as conclusion
kinda happy =)
cause i can still see her
every morning
every recess time
every dismiss time
and Thursday duty time xD
huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu.
i'm the luckiest guy in the world !! xDDDDDDD

currently listening to :
Fireworks - Katy Perry
Cause baby you're a firework ! =D
Hitz.fm drive thru with Natalie =)