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2010 almost reach to the end.
what can i do to improve myself ?
hmphh.
let me make a conclusion for my year 2010 =)

not really happy for the first half year
until the day i found her.
my love one =)
how we meet huh ?
erm erm
if im not mistaken,
is in MSN chat.
i think to find you to chat during mid-term exam
3rd June
then we chat
and i sent you the tips =P
and you sent me too.
haha.
how cute we are =)

then slowly
from ' I LIKE YOU '
to
I LOVE YOU
i have some good feel with you since the day i find you
really. =)
then i started to propose
propose and
propose.
and lastly xD

and i remember you told me that you hate me last time.
hahaha.
so cute.
can change from Hate to Love.
and we discuss about our future xD
-Pilot Ng
-Doctor Ang
-Jasper
-Bella
and 2 more C(=
-Issac
-Agnes
Happy Family huh.
these are my dream
i really hope that i can happens one day in my life
with you =)

let me tell you who she is.
she is
Amazing
Nimble
Graceful
Young
Elegant
Wealthy
Educated
Intelligent
*guess who she is ?
yiiiiii haawwwww !! =P

erm
first date- The Last Airbender
second date- Megamind & Unstoppable
third date- Skyline & Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows
forth date- Rapunzel 3D & Narnia 3D
fifth date- TRON 3D
=D

but
2 things that make me sad
Jealous
and my Results ><

first,
i can jealous easily
really
just like someone post something at your wall
=(
no matter what its content
sure i will jealous
and feel like hurting
and you treat me like a strangers in Facebook, >.<
but treat others like good friends
it's really hurts me much.
what you think if we are real strangers one day
seeing someone holding your hands
kissing you ? ><
i have no dare to think about it at all.
i love you <3

a acceptable result
7As 1B
as i expected
=)
and i cried on the bus after knowing the result
haha
in Taiwan that time.

owh yaaa.i went Taiwan on the 20th
and came back on the 25th
reach LCCT airport at about 8:30 =)
and the first one i think to text with
is HER.
wooohooooo ! xD
bought quite many souvenirs for friends for her and for K ba xD
and bought myself something.
-Casio G-Shock watch
-Nike sandals
-Bossini Jackets
-Baleno Jackets
kinda happy !
hahahahahahaha =D

and and
i typed wrong message to my piggy
Merry Christmas but i type Happy Birthday
wakakakkakakakaka xD
sorry ar. =P
not purposely one.
cause quite late that time d one.
hehe
i love you =)

and that's all for today.
Goodnight ~!! xD

Sorry . =(

it's a rainy night .
as my tears flowing too . ='
no expression for me now
my mind is empty .
totally empty
and i just wish her to forgive me . =')

okay
i promised to be a good man
without rude words
haha !
funny right ?
i know it's hard for me to achieve it
really hard
i meant for me
maybe not for others
i know my style
i was a bad bad guy before

yea
it is the third time
i didnt do as i promised
for three times.
haha !
just imagine that
you didnt hand in your books for three times
although the teacher scolded you
and you promised that you will do xD
but at last you didnt
i'm an example
i'm so from the first day you know me.
and you know me well.

i really dont know what can i do ?
to make you trust me
i did say that ' trust me for the last time ' .
but it doesnt works
and i know its hard for you to believe me again.
yea.again for the next time
so your choice to forgive or not to
believe or not to.
=')

what can i say ? nothing
what can i do ? nothing

my heart feel so empty for this moment .
S
o
r
r
y
S
o
r
r
y
!
=')

=)

Nothing happens .
i received your message at 7:02 p.m
and i sent out my message at 7:08 p.m
yet . no new messages in my phone :D
until now . it's 9:04 at night .

all just happens in a sudden .
somethings someone might change your mind sometimes ?
it doesn't worth for me to cry again for you .
i'm just a Foolish Guy . !
at all !
and now .
my life will still goes on With or Without you .
huhu =)

what you'd promised me .
i get it .
now and always and bla bla bla ! haha .
funny huh . xD

you've reasons to explain why this and that and so so so .
and i can just accept all those reasons although agree or not agree ^^
this is what boy should do .

maybe . i'm so stupid to believe what you said ?
haha .
today was a fairytale =)

Patience

ha ! almost half year didn't touch with my blog d .
and something influenced me to write this un-touched blog . =)

not really know how to expose my feelings .
but then i will just try to tell out something which is in my mind for
seconds ?
minutes ?
days ?
weeks ?
months ? :D
and makes my life feel BLAST because of her .

as you all know .
i'm currently single .
yea .
single - which hoped to be in a relationship when i first saw her xD
the she i was mentioned in last sentence ,
is a girl , that i knew for ages but just never talk together .
until the day before the mid-year examination this year .
just to introduce about her in words .
quite clever .
determined .
hardworking .
kind .
friendly as i think she is =) .
and kinda pretty .
and a Christian . =X

i did ... to her .
and her answer is ,
Patience .
ha !
yea . P a t i e n c e .
for 65 years .
never too long nor too short . xD
i don't know is she serious or just fooling me ?
btw , i can just to accept what she said and never doubt about that . ><

and we chat about current . studies . future .
and sometimes about dreamS . haha
that we think to make them come true .
just almost alike couple huh ?
yea . but we're not .
i still feel that she's not really trust in me although she said she does .
she asked me to do something which my parents might refuse .
and i try to . maybe in 2 years ? i did think to .
i changed my ambition because of her .
i changed my attitude because of her .
i learn to be tolerate because of her .
i learn to smile at enemies because of her .
i try not to hate someone whom i hate because of her .
i learnt many things from her in just
2 months time .

in this 2 months ,
from we never look at each other .
=> till smile to each other .
=> talk to each other
=> talking jokes together
=> thinking about future together
=> playing together . having fun together .
just like besties huh . yea . we are .
we admit so . but i just not really want just to be
friends ? buddies ? besties ? fake siblings ?
and what i hoped is just to be her only one .
only one who she loves . only one who she cares . and only one who she might thinks of .

she never know how serious am i .
=)
maybe my words are just like a joke for her .
Listened and Forget .
but it's enough for me . at least she listened .
i know she know what i want .
but she just can't give me a proper answer .
as i'm a Buddhist .
as PMR is just around the corner .
as her siblings and parents have to agree . =(
these are what i really scared of .
she promised me something .
i hoped she can do as she promised .
i sincerely hope so .
really ! =

hope she will know how is my feeling now .
she makes my life shines .
and might shines more brightly as time goes on .

No Promises .
- i don't want to let go , Girl .

Believe in Faith will do . :)