what is night?
According to Wikipedia,
night is the period of time when the sun is below the horizon.
every time the sun rises, will then sunsets
and here's come the night
i had passed my mid-term exam
which lasts for almost 2 weeks
through the 2 weeks
I didn't sleep well
I didn't eat well
just to get myself concentrate on my studies
and I don't want to feel regret after all
and I went for group studies with her for times
in crc, school library and Starbucks sometimes
every night
I will feel something wrong
really
just a kind of feelings
feeling stressed
will then easily gone mad
and so
it affects my mood much
and I tried hard to control it
it just couldn't works
I don't know why I will have such feelings only
at the night
I hate it!
it makes me feel bad
it makes me feel so stressed during exam
and now
it struggles me again and again
it makes me think for something more
then i will gone mad
and started to have my mood changed
sorry if I treated you bad these days
hope you can understand my feelings
and don't think that I'm leaving you or what
just the feelings lead my mind to a Devil's part
and I suffered for quite a period
I know I have my mood changed
but I just hope that I can text you or chat with you with the way I really am
and not just pretending that I'm fine
and so
I will become so called 'don't trust you' at night
it struggles me for months
Months.
and
I really hope that you can tell me everything
you promised me
before
again and again
but it seems only words
for you
maybe you're nothing to get informed late
but for me,
i really don't like
I thought I told you times before
and it makes me no secure
you can say that I just think too much
but I just wanna tell you that
I don't want to let any chances to come across to separate us apart
I am really not in the mood now
I hope that you will understand my feelings.
and too for my readers
if you know what causing me suffering these stupid stuffs
do tell me ><
I really need help
before I can't stand with it
I just wanna say sorry to you
many things happened these days
you never noticed that something had changed
never
sometimes the guy who are so strong from his physical
he is no longer a strong guy in mental
you have to take good care of them
especially
to someone who really meant so much to you
Godfather
do bless my every night
God bless me.
=)
Lastly,
I still wanna say
I love you =)
Music of my day
What can I do - The Corrs
