Sacrifice before you Love =)

Exam is just around the corne
and I guess that this is the really first day I didn't text with you =(
Cause you're going to prepare yourself for the exam
Well-well-well than ever before =)
I should feel happy to you
and supports you always
but I just can't get my study mood for the coming exam
as I can't put down something in my hearts
and also in my mind
God bless me

Today
went for a seminar
with Her and of course others la
then while having group photos that time
I just had a bad feelings
Seeing her standing beside a other guy
I really feel so bad =(
I feel that I'm just so stupid
Why don't I just ask her to stand with me ><
WHY ?! WHY ?!?!?! WHY ?!?!?!?!?!?!?
feel like knocking my head to the Great Wall of China =(

and going for a Penang Trip
which is held by our school's club
=)
with Her
haha xD
happy happy.
first outing to a 'FAR' place
hope that WE will enjoy the trip much
and cherish that moment we are playing together =)
and give Her a unforgettable memories.
I love you
I mean it. =)
I will sacrifice everything for you <3

Songs playing: One in a million - Ne Yo
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you =)
Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had =)
I Love YOU

The First Time =) =(

the very first time
you never do it to me.
before.

you break your promise for the very first time
and
didn't listen to my advice
and you think that it's a joke
but it is not.
I want you to do so
it's for your own good.

and the exam is coming soon
I have totally no mood
or just to say
not in a good mood
to study. =
God Bless Me please. ><

A guy jealous when he really is. =)

10.55 p.m

=( My First Time

Today
I was accompanying Her after school for her duty
We then did some homeworks
and
she saw a Cookies and Cake's book
and says that she wants to try them so badly
then I bear her words in mind
and after a moment,
we then go back to home =)

When first I reach home,
straight I ask my mum to buy me those ingredients
to bake my first Basic-Butter-CAKE for her . =)
I was so excited when first I prepared the steps
and follow it totally
cause I scared that I might disappoint Her

then
after finished all those preparations
Put-ed it in the Oven
sets for 45 minutes.
then I started to waiting for my first Cake to success =)

time passes
seconds ~

minutes ~

and suddenly
the aunty who just live beside my house
shout my mum
and says that some bad smell came from our house ><><><><><
I just take the first time as my punishment.
and have to becareful with it next time =

=DD

YAY !!

Happy
Fifth
Month
Anniversary
xDD

dont jealous =)
we deserved so
and we will go through every
Valentine's Day
and
Chinese New Year
and
Merry Christmas
hahahahaha =D