=)

Nothing happens .
i received your message at 7:02 p.m
and i sent out my message at 7:08 p.m
yet . no new messages in my phone :D
until now . it's 9:04 at night .

all just happens in a sudden .
somethings someone might change your mind sometimes ?
it doesn't worth for me to cry again for you .
i'm just a Foolish Guy . !
at all !
and now .
my life will still goes on With or Without you .
huhu =)

what you'd promised me .
i get it .
now and always and bla bla bla ! haha .
funny huh . xD

you've reasons to explain why this and that and so so so .
and i can just accept all those reasons although agree or not agree ^^
this is what boy should do .

maybe . i'm so stupid to believe what you said ?
haha .
today was a fairytale =)

Patience

ha ! almost half year didn't touch with my blog d .
and something influenced me to write this un-touched blog . =)

not really know how to expose my feelings .
but then i will just try to tell out something which is in my mind for
seconds ?
minutes ?
days ?
weeks ?
months ? :D
and makes my life feel BLAST because of her .

as you all know .
i'm currently single .
yea .
single - which hoped to be in a relationship when i first saw her xD
the she i was mentioned in last sentence ,
is a girl , that i knew for ages but just never talk together .
until the day before the mid-year examination this year .
just to introduce about her in words .
quite clever .
determined .
hardworking .
kind .
friendly as i think she is =) .
and kinda pretty .
and a Christian . =X

i did ... to her .
and her answer is ,
Patience .
ha !
yea . P a t i e n c e .
for 65 years .
never too long nor too short . xD
i don't know is she serious or just fooling me ?
btw , i can just to accept what she said and never doubt about that . ><

and we chat about current . studies . future .
and sometimes about dreamS . haha
that we think to make them come true .
just almost alike couple huh ?
yea . but we're not .
i still feel that she's not really trust in me although she said she does .
she asked me to do something which my parents might refuse .
and i try to . maybe in 2 years ? i did think to .
i changed my ambition because of her .
i changed my attitude because of her .
i learn to be tolerate because of her .
i learn to smile at enemies because of her .
i try not to hate someone whom i hate because of her .
i learnt many things from her in just
2 months time .

in this 2 months ,
from we never look at each other .
=> till smile to each other .
=> talk to each other
=> talking jokes together
=> thinking about future together
=> playing together . having fun together .
just like besties huh . yea . we are .
we admit so . but i just not really want just to be
friends ? buddies ? besties ? fake siblings ?
and what i hoped is just to be her only one .
only one who she loves . only one who she cares . and only one who she might thinks of .

she never know how serious am i .
=)
maybe my words are just like a joke for her .
Listened and Forget .
but it's enough for me . at least she listened .
i know she know what i want .
but she just can't give me a proper answer .
as i'm a Buddhist .
as PMR is just around the corner .
as her siblings and parents have to agree . =(
these are what i really scared of .
she promised me something .
i hoped she can do as she promised .
i sincerely hope so .
really ! =

hope she will know how is my feeling now .
she makes my life shines .
and might shines more brightly as time goes on .

No Promises .
- i don't want to let go , Girl .

Believe in Faith will do . :)